Friday, March 11, 2011

Iris

The past year few years I have been so upset about my grandmother dying. Atleast twice a week I have cried. She died when I was 13. I don't know why it has been so hard for me lately but I think its because now that I am getting older I cannot imagine losing my mom and I hurt for my mom's sake.

Tonight my sister, niece, mom and I were going through a trunk full of things from my moms side of the family....silver dollars, valentines, family Bibles, pictures, etc... We found a valentine from my poppop to my mommom from the 5th grade. The valentine was wrapped tightly inside a letter that my mommom wrote to my poppop after he died. It was the sweetest, most poetic, saddest letter I have ever read. It talked about how much she missed him and how she enjoyed seeing the flowers and trees he had planted in the yard and how they reminded her of him. She went on to say that she could not wait to join him and they could live forever on their farm once again in heaven. Is that sad or what? That moment I decided I am not pulling up anymore of these blasted Iris plants that I hate. I have been trying to get rid of them for years and I think I might just keep them, my grandfather planted them and my grandmother loved them and so will I.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

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things I want:

Large Cinnamon Dunkin Donuts coffee
another kate spade bag
a new essie nail polish
juicy couture phone cover
a fucking vacation
a really good job not having to sell anybody anything
a weekend in dc
a day in Annapolis
to delete facebook

Monday, March 7, 2011

so sorry, so sorrryyyyy

I have a confession. I deleted my blog today!!! Then I was reading another blog and found a survey I liked so I restored it. I am slightly indecisive sometimes!!! Here is the survey and I am sorry for almost giving up on you guys, my faithful readers.

Mood:
BORED. Alex is home but we are both bored, and ran out of things to do.

What’s your biggest hair concern?
keeping my FREAKIN bangs out of my face.

Orange lipstick?
Yes! I would save it for the summer though...

What’s the wackiest piece of clothing you own?
Nicole Miller Sequin pants, originally 405 dollars, I bought them for 5 dollars. OR my Garfield vest haha

When things get crazy in your life, how do you keep your sanity?
relax.

What’s your preferred brow maintenance method?
I pluck them every single day with my pink tweezerman tweezers that I have had for atleast 10 years. Those babies will go to the grave with me.

Salty or sweet?
ohhh salty I think.

Three desert island essentials?
my iphone, it pretty much does everything, a solar powered charger for my iphone, rum.

Favorite ’90s music?
holy crud, what a great era. Alanis Morisette, Spice girls :P, counting crows, salt and pepper

Weekly goals:
clean, excercise, vacuum my car...